Tuesday November 23, 2004

I am the world’s biggest idiot.  I was so scared of being hurt, so tired of not knowing, that I stopped something from happening before I even let it begin. I removed my chance with Tyler. And I am afraid that it is too late to take it back.  I have most likely hurt him so much that he won’t want to forgive me.  He has been nothing but kind to me and I just turn right around and hurt him, all because I am scared.  I hate what I have done to him today. I am a fool and I hate me!

-Eric