Today would be considered one of my normal days. If, in fact, there is such a thing. There is an underlying feeling to the day. As if something is wrong. Or is going to be wrong. Maybe it is just the weather. Who knows. Could also be the fact that Ijust got back from a wonderful wekend. It s a long day; what with work and all.

I miss him already. His laugh, his smile, and the way that he makes me smile. I miss it all. But I know that he is there to better himself. To tell you the truth if he had to chose between me and his education, I would want him to chose education. I don’t want to be the reason for him having regrets. Ever.

My plan for the next couple of months while he is away is to keep in contact with him, and hope for the best when he comes back. I want to get to know him better as a person. I want to have a chance with him

-Eric